humbled

I suppose this was bound to happen. A culmination of all that has ever been painful can fit on the top of a pin.

Oh yes, I know I make life more complex than it ought to be. I know that tomorrow I may not remember what I felt today. Perhaps I should do away with these words that crowd my senses and make me blind to what really is. I did what you asked me to do. I feel no different.

My greatest pain is to be left behind. But you haven't hurt me, really. You've just given me one less reason to rise in the morning. One less reason to breathe.